Deep Depression

MAM023 MINDS AND MUSIC MINDS AND MUSIC

Album Theme: Depression. Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread. Have you ever felt sad for no reason? You go through your day thinking, why am I sad? What happened that has made me feel this way? And you dig deep down inside yourself and you can't find an answer. You figure out that you are really terribly sad, no matter what you do, and you think for the first time that this might be the real deal, you hesitate to say it out loud or just to yourself: „I'm depressed." But after a few days, you're okay and you can function in your daily routine again. You think it was just the weather, or something you had heard on the news or maybe a slight chemical imbalance in your body or in your brain. You feel pretty good again. Until you're hit harder with the next bout and all of that melancholy turns into dread and you can't get out of bed, all day. We'll just call it DEEP DEPRESSION. Is there a way out of your own self?

1. THE LONELY ONES 00:02:25 OLD AND GRAY AND IN THE WAY. WILL ANYONE EVEN NOTICE WHEN I DIE? STILL ALIVE AND SO ALONE. LONELY PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Lonely Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: MAM023 Deep Depression
Album code: ;MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%, John Pickup, Richard Powell, Anet Mainka
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502301

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hop, Longing, Solemn, Regretful, Sad, Gloomy, Delicate, Emotional, Reflective, Mellow

2. TURNING AWAY 00:02:24 HOW MUCH REJECTION CAN AN ALREADY BROKEN AND BEATEN UP HEART TAKE? DISTANT PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Distant Piano, Celli, Double Bass


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502302

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

3. ALONE IN DREAMS 00:02:01 LYING AWAKE ALL NIGHT WITH AN EMPTINESS IN MY HEART THAT WILL NEVER SUBSIDE UNTIL YOU GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE. I'M BEGGING YOU TO PLEASE GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE. DREAMY PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Dreamy Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502303

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

4. HARSH WINTER 00:02:18 EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY FROZEN. WHO CAN MELT THE ICE AND FREE YOUR COLD AND EMPTY SOUL? BRISK PIANO & LAYERED CELLI.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Brisk Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502304

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

5. RESCUE ME 00:03:03 THE NEVERENDING RAIN KEEPS FALLING. I'M DROWNING IN AN OCEAN OF SALTY TEARS. RESCUE ME FROM MYSELF. DESPERATE PIANO & LAYERED CELLI.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Desparate Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502305

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

6. I MISS YOU SO MUCH 00:02:55 I MISS MY MOM. I MISS HER SMILE AND HER WARM EMBRACE AND I MISS HER VOICE. I WANT TO BE LITTLE AGAIN. I WANT HER TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND TUCK ME IN AT NIGHT. WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF ME NOW? SENTIMENTAL PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Sentimental Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502306

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

7. STANDING IN THE RAIN 00:02:50 I WAITED AND GOT DRENCHED DOWN TO THE MARROW OF MY ACHING BONES. SHIVERING AND SCARED. YOU NEVER CAME AND YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THAT DID TO ME. HEARTBROKEN PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Heartbroken Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502307

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

8. THE AFTERMATH 00:03:35 WHEN YOU HOPE AND PRAY THAT WHAT HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY DIDN'T HAPPEN AT ALL. DEAR GOD, PLEASE MAKE THIS NIGHTMARE GO AWAY. HYPNOTIC PIANO & HEART-WRENCHING STRINGS.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Hypnotic Piano, Celli, Violas, Violins


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502308

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

9. FORGOTTEN 00:02:17 A GLIMMER OF HOPE QUICKLY EXTINGUISHED WHEN YOU GET THE BAD NEWS. HERE WE GO AGAIN. NERVOUS PIANO, LAYERED CELLI & VIOLA.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Nervous piano, layered celli & viola,


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502309

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

10. WALK IN THE DARKNESS 00:03:07 YOUR EYES ARE CLOSED FROM THE INSIDE, BLINDLY FEELING YOUR WAY THROUGH ANOTHER SEEMINGLY ENDLESS DAY. HOW MUCH MORE CAN YOU ENDURE? SAD PIANO & LAYERED STRINGS.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Sad Piano, Celli, Viola, Violin, Double Bass


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502310

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

11. RUNNING SCARED 00:02:34 I LOST MY MIND A LONG TIME AGO AND CAN'T SEEM TO FIND IT ANYWHERE... NOW I'M JUST RUNNING SCARED. MANIC STRINGS & PIANO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Piano, Celli, Violas, Double Bass


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502311

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

12. MISSING 00:02:53 MISSING PERSONS WHO ESCAPE THEIR LITTLE WORLDS OF HELL WITHOUT A TRACE. WHERE ARE THEY HIDING? DESOLATE PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Desolate Piano, Celli


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502312

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

13. SCARS 00:03:01 WILL THEY EVER LET ME GO HOME? AM I STILL IN DANGER OF HURTING MYSELF AND OTHERS? WOUNDED LAYERED STRINGS.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Piano, Celli, Double Bass, Violins


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502313

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

14. DEPRESSION & SADNESS 00:02:24 IN THE INSTITUTION NOW WITH HIGH HOPES IN GETTING SOME ANSWERS OR AT LEAST SOME PILLS TO EASE THE PAIN. REFLECTIVE PIANO & LAYERED STRINGS.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Reflective Piano, Celli, Violin


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502314

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

15. END OF THE LINE 00:02:17 WHEN NO ONE BELIEVES YOU ANYMORE. THEY SAY: „JUST PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER ALREADY!" IF ONLY THEY KNEW. FRAGILE PIANO & LAYERED STRINGS.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Fragile Piano, Celli, Viola, Violins


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502315

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

16. DOOM & DREAD 00:02:37 MY LEGS AND ARMS AND HEAD ARE AS HEAVY AS LEAD. I CAN'T GET UP. BURIED ALIVE. MEAN & HAUNTING STRINGS & PIANO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones, Harsh Winters, Scars and Doom & Dread,
Instruments: Celli, Double Bass, Viola, Violin, Piano


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502316

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

17. TWISTED 00:03:02 CONTEMPLATING LIFE AND SERIOUS THOUGHTS ABOUT ENDING IT ALL. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. MENACING STRINGS & PIANO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Piano, Celli, Double Bass, Viola, Violin


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502317

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone

18. EPITAPH 00:02:13 WHAT ELSE COULD WE HAVE DONE? WE WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. NOW IT'S OVER. HOW CAN WE GO ON? INNOCENT PIANO & CELLO.

Tempo: Unspecified
Genre: Scars and Doom & Dread, , Harsh Winters, Album Theme: Depression, Listen to The Lonely Ones
Instruments: Innocent Piano, Cello


Label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Sub-label: MINDS AND MUSIC
Album: Deep Depression
Album code: MAM023
Year: 2016
Composers: John Pickup (PRS, 499273989) 75%, Richard Powell (PRS, 479094117) 12, 5%, Annette Mainka (GEMA, 654024271) 12, 5%
Publishers: DNA MUSIK GmbH
ISRC code: DEOX11502318

Tags: MAM023, Deep Depression, psychology, clinic, psychosis, fear, pain, portrait, moving, sad, melancholy, suicide, death, drowning, armageddon, sadness, loss, shame, sickness, cancer, tumor, disease, scars, doom, darkness, starvation, famine, melancholy, hopeless, hardship, toxic waste, burdon, depression, depressive, depressed, sadness, aging, winter blizzard, lonely, loneliness, critical, plight, alone